Lil Tjay - Losses

Lil Tjay
Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Can't change, I remember what I've been through (oh, oh)
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (oh, oh)
This just some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential (oh, oh)
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him: Fight, don't you forfeit
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks, really get me nauseous
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted

I gave niggas trust, feel love and it caused it
Tryna keep you right, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't meet me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses, all these goddamn losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses

Can't change, I remember what I've been through (been through, been through)
So when I spit, no need for pencils (pencils)
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental (mental, mental)
That's just some shit I can't get into (into)
I'm just tryna be somebody influential ('ential, 'ential)
A lot of souls I could vent to (vent to)
My success is not something coincidental ('dental, 'dental)
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscing moments from my dark days
That's why I stay away from niggas in they slug ways
I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lot of niggas in they Birkin, they be salty
Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, see, it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costy

Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (make it out)
Niggas don't know what I went through (no, no, no)
Self taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('mentals)
I ain't tryna be resentful (no)
I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to (oh, oh, oh)
'Cause everybody so judgmental (oh, woah, woah)
If you want it, run and get it, fuck her gentle (oh, oh, oh)
Let that hunger deep inside represent you

Can't change, I remember what I've been through (been through, been through)
So when I spit, no need for pencils (pencils)
Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental (mental, mental)
That's just some shit I can't get into (into)
I'm just tryna be somebody influential ('ential, 'ential)
A lot of souls I could vent to (vent to)
My success is not something coincidental ('dental, 'dental)
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him: Fight, don't you forfeit
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks, really get me nauseous
This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted

Losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses